Seeing as this is one of the hardest decisions of my life I need to have a definite answer and the truth I have no idea what I want to do. If I go to uni I need to have a definite idea of what I want to do. Truth is I have no idea.
In one side of my mind I have the fact that I'm letting my childhood dream go. And knowing that I have wanted to do this since I was 12, on the other hand I would have to build my own business and honestly I have no idea how to do that. But on the other hand I think going to university will be good for me.
I'm in a catch 22, how do I know my choice and university will be right for me, and then I have wasted the money I have. But the again how do I know I'm any good at my childhood dream. And that won't be a waste of money.
So I'm stuck, everyone says go with your heart do something that will make you happy but how do I know what will I'm 18, all I want to do right now is live life to the fullest while I can. The big wide world scares me and I know that their will always be obstacles in my way.
How do I know I will be strong enough to not just run away. To start and then give up! I need help I need someone to tell me what to do where to go and yet it's my life and it has to be my choice.
How did you choose your career? What made it easier and what made it harder? How did you know what was to be. Where you wanted to go at such a young age. Did you wing it and hope for the best? So many unanswered questions. And I have to find a way to figure these all out.
So...what is to be and what is not to be?
Peace x
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